My lost "brother"

It has been months
Since you have left
But I still sit here
With this sharp pain in my chest

Why did you have to leave
What was your reason to go
The love that you left
Will never go un-shown

I still see your family
I still talk to your friend
I look straight up
And hold out my hands

My hands stay up
Empty in the air
And until I see you again
My hands will stay there

I never got to tell you
What you meant to me
But now you are not here
Your spirit set free

I still see you picture
Around this lonely place
I look around this town
Trying to find your friendly face

But once again I am
Left hurt and alone
The sound of silence
Is a very harsh tone

I know you are home now
In a much better place
You are singing with the angels
With a bright smile on your face

To James Blaze Coffee. You are missed.