A Beautiful Lie [free write]

Insanity
Your love drove me mad
Made me believe in love
A beautiful lie
Mercy to a lifeless soul
Like giving a blind man
The ability to see,
But just for a minute.
Letting a lame man run for 1 mile,
But then take it back.
Your love was a tremendous gift,
But now it is my greatest sorrow.
Reality is rehab. Love is my drug.
Bliss and ecstasy, you give life color.
I know you are bad for me.
You are far away.
But the thought of you
The sight of you...
I wish I had one last fix.
I want to forget who I am
And get lost in you, once more.
You are the perfect drug.
I can't live this life sober.