Catch And Release By Amber Stewart

by LoVerSLaND   Aug 2, 2011


Don't bring her into our love.
Realized you were really my first love.
Our way is clear.
Just close your eyes and I will make it there.
So complicated at times but it's easy to love you.
I want you, don't you know.
I don't care how complicated "you" get's.
Becasue my heart always run's back to you instead.
Like an angel, your from above. That's right you are as gay as can be.
You are the only one that makes me happy.
So many fishes swim in her sea.
But you are the only fish she see's.
I've never felt what there is not to love.
I'd often thought about you and wished for us to be the way were meant to be.
Forever your's we see. Forever your's we'll be.
What happened.
I know you were not saying those three words to please me.
I'd hold my breath forever for you to feel what I felt, when I thought I was with you.
I had found a better guy than the one I had missed.
When we get off the phone. That voice I came to love is missing you.
I am seeing someone. Here we go again..
Time to explain.
But I don't even bother to ask how you can move on to new discovery.
You let go, to move on.
Knowing your love for me is still strong.
Cry myself to sleep. Wake up in the morning.
I brush myself off the bed. Thinking about how to get rid of the old life I just shed.
Thinking about how to let the guy of my dreams go to sheds.
In a black room with white curtains. But I don't know how to get out.
To loose the light. The sun is fading.
It's my fault, I'll never keep you forever waiting...
I'll always have his wish.
To be in the state he'd love me unconditionally in.

~Dedicated To: Chad Pattison~

Wriitten: 7.29.11 (Fri.)

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