Because of you

It's my life right?
It's my choice whether I live or die
You can't decide
It's not a big deal
Death i mean
It's not like you'd care
You wouldn't notice I'm gone
Tell me how was i supposed to be normal
Daddy you left us
And Ma you're never home
I've gotten used to being alone
Your blood runs through my veins
Yet you still brought me pain
It makes me sick
It disgust and repulses me
To know I'm your child
Your own flesh and blood
Can you see the tears on my face
The scars on my wrist
It's because of you they're their
You want to send me away
Cause I'm mentally ill
I'm just a burden to you a mistake
But thats okay
Because today's the last day I'll ever live

I'll be the ground you walk on
The air you breathe
The rain that falls
The wind that blows
The sun that shines
The moon that glows
I am not dead, I did not die So don't bother to cry
I'm in heaven now