Cant smile today
everything is gray
trying to let it go
this feeling is getting old
i dont wanna be here
people laughing and talking in my ear
god please help me
im damned to this world to be
nothing but a freak
quiet scared and meek
im going numb
the knife pointing on my thumb
one more pill
rolling and tumbling down a hill
tying the ropes
theres no hope
i take another drink
farther away i shrink
no more of this pain
i have nothing more to gain
time to let go
i wont say no
unloved and unwanted
unseen and taunted
darkness closing in
i committed the worst sin
no going back
death is a fact
your now standing there at my grave
wishing you could have saved
the quiet girl who silently cried
had a knife one night
and died
