Done

It's getting to rough...
the inside feelings i have been hiding for the longest..
all of my fears...
its now coming to surface...
i can't hide no more..
i want to obtain it but it is just to much to hold in...
from all the abuse
emotional, sexual, mental, isolation, verbal, physical, just all of them.
i know that most of them made me stronger
and most made me weaker...
i dont know what to do anymore..
how to cope with them..
im just done.