Hell of A Life

Lost, in pain, i feel so alone.
Unloved, just used in this place called 'home'
Mistreated, abused, they just don't understand!
Anything I tell them I get the back of the hand.
I cry, I shout in the middle of the night.
Trying to find a way out of this hell of a life.
I cut, I bleed, to take away pain.
Why does my life have to be this way?
I sit in my room all day and night,
Trying to get out of this hell of a life.
I think, I wonder, if they would care.
That question haunts my mind,
And I get weaker everytime,
I think im gonna lose my mind.
But for all I love that I will leave behind,
I wish you the best of your life,
Be strong without me,
Please no tears,
For those tears are supposed to be years!
Years of life, not death.
But before I get ahed of myself,
I just want you to know...
Its your fault I ended this hell of a life....