It's been 3 weeks since i lost you
you've been gone for long, but i used to know you're alright
now you're gone for good, and i don't know how you are
i bet you're doing good, i bet you're in a better place
it's just funny how i still act like you're somewhere far
somewhere far where i can still go to see and touch you
it's just funny how i keep on fooling and denying your absence
but what can i do, you left me without a goodbye
no, i didn't count that lousy dream as a goodbye
we used to talk about death and what will happen to us when one of is gone
but isn't that suppose to be 60 years from now?
cause i bet if it's 60 years from now I'll handle it better
I'm sorry i couldn't go to say goodbye for the last time
i guess you're right, I'm such a cry baby, i didn't even have the guts to attend your funeral
but even if i were there you couldn't hear me or see me either
i love you so much that i can't see you laying cold there
i love you so much i couldn't see you disappear
knowing i wouldn't be able to touch or talk to you
knowing that one day when i wake up and i miss you
one day like every single day since you passed
i didn't know where to go, cause you're no longer here
losing you was hard back then
i hope you know i do love you with everything i have and still am, forever and always
but that time i knew when i miss you, i know where to go
you're only a phone call away, you're not far from my reach
i know where to drive, know where to head to find you
and I'll be able to hug you, to hear your voice, to see your beautiful hazel eyes
now what do you except me to do when i miss you?
did you ever thought of what's gonna happen to me if you're gone?!
if i miss hearing your voice, if i miss the warmth of your hug?
where should i go!!
i have no place to run, to set me free from my misery cause you're not around to set it free!!
they say people move on
i will never be able to, cause i will never have my closure!!
you went though so much pain and misery
i never saw your smile for so long, and i miss that
i know it's better off this way, cause you're free from everything here
and i couldn't face the fact that you're in agony
i couldn't hold on to you while you're in pain
but this is also not fair to me, don't you think?!
i just need a moment with you to say the things i never get around to say
they say you know all of those things i never get to say to you
maybe you do, since you always able to read my mind
and i told you when you visited me in that lousy dream
i told you everything, but it was only a dream!!
they say it wasn't actually a dream
they say it was you visiting me to say goodbye
i don't care what it is, all i care is it's not the real YOU!
now you're somewhere far, somewhere i could never reach
i know you're looking down at me and protecting me
but i really miss you, i really miss your voice and i really wanna hug you
do you really know how i feel toward you like they say?
do you know that i miss you and i still love you from where you are?
i just hope you're doing fine wherever you are
cause i always wanted the best for you
now i know i can always carry you with me through out everything I'm doing
now i know you're always there with me and you'll never leave
but i just miss you so much, and i just wish i can hug you and see your smile
i miss you so much it's killing me
please let me know that everything is going to be OK
visit me in my dreams so i can hug and hear your voice
visit me every single night
because i miss you more and more as days passed by
i remember back then you told me it's not goodbye
you told me you'll always be around
i know you never break your promises, so i know you're still around
I'll see you again one day my love
but for now, and the next days forward
i will start my day with a slight of pain
knowing you're not visible for me to see or hug, knowing nobody will answer your phone
well i hope you know wherever you are
i miss you... i love you...
forever and always
