Always knew i lost you
from the moment you choose your pills over me
from the moment you starts fading away
but i never thought i'd live to went through this
i predict this in the past
i'll wake up and receive a phone call
one that said something bad happens to you
never thought it said you passed
they say you went through so much pain
that it's not even you anymore
i knew i lost you forever
but i never thought it'll be like this
it's been 5 months since the day you passed
no, you never left my mind ever since
i keep wondering where you are now
keep wondering are you alright
late night before i go to bed i always pray to god
wherever you are now i hope you're doing just fine
i hope you get to smile and laugh again
i hope you still can hear and protect me
happiness is what i always wanted for you
so i hope you're happy up there
because i haven't been stop crying
because i haven't been able to stop this agony, of missing you
