Lost innocence

I'm shivering
there's no warmth here
no loving embrace
hope is a far way dream

i'm sleeping
with no chance of waking
drowning in a sea of lies
i don't understand

i'm reaching
but there's nothing there
everyone's left me
am i a monster

i'm acting
because i've seen the truth
my world has shattered
and i don't know why

i'm praying
it's all i know how to do
but faith is hard
when everything's breaking

i'm searching
where is my home
the room i sleep in
or somewhere else

i'm longing
for the days that passed
the innocence i had
the childhood i lost