Lost trust

I never thought I could
Nor that I ever would
But the truth is that I caused you pain
Now my mood is like the cloud that releases the rain.

You had lost trust in me because of her
I couldn't bear that so I left here.
Refusing to be with someone who couldn't trust
But as sit here my heart begins to rust.

I'm not the reason you lost trust
But now it doesn't matter for our friendship is now dust.
For that is all that remains of us.

All because of what she did to you.