Goodbye babygurl...

Never again will i let you in
for you betrayed me and lost all my trust..
one simple mistake
destroyed all that i thought we had going.
i thought you were going to be my beautiful wife forever and ever till death do us apart...
i thought that i was going to see the day when i were to wear the beautiful flowing white wedding dress and you were in the fresh white and pink suit..
:) i bet you would look to good..
we could say i do
go on the perfect honeymoon
even if it meant just going back to the house and watch movies: boring, funny, sad, action packed :) scary..
for being in your presence is all that mattered to me..
it is what kept me sane and happy..
and we could have lived till we grew old together..
grew our gray hair..
but
they say we live and learn
and i can truly say..
i learned-

never again will i let you in..
you can not enter my heart again for it is locked behind chains
with guards around it and they have a photo of you and words underneath it that says
~never let ***** inside these gates~
*tears*

i love you always and forever but i cant stay and hurt even more then you already hurt me...
i love you ***** ******** ****** always and forever babygurl..
forever
*tears*