Im not okay

Please don't get my hopes up that you will call,
don't tell me you love me and turn away
you are the best thing that has happened to me,
yet i feel like i am losing you
please come to my savior
just hold my hand
keep me in your heart and your mind
i hear your voice but im never sure if you even think of me...

maybe i'll turn off my phone, leave my computer off.
hopefully you'll get jealous of me not talking to you,
and then you'll try to find me.