My hopeless division

I can't seem to see myself clearly
you tore me
you took the rest of my sanity
I'm stuck in the in between
of night and day
happy and sad
nah. i'm wrong
You hurt me
Im lying within my own song
Are you happy now?
Watching me suffer in pain?
You say that I'm nothing
i'm emotionally damaged
my personality is of a 5 year old
ha. I may not be mature, but at least i have fun
I get what i need to done
so fUk off you biitch, stay out of my life.
take him, keep him. he's nothing to me.
yeah maybe i still love him a bit
but why would i want him after you had him...