Life...

It's pulling me down,tearing me apart,destroying my heart and I'm trying to break free and be happy for once. I put on a fake smile everyday because I'd rather not dare show my true feelings. Because the truth hurts. Even more from other people. They make it worse. I wish I'd know that I'm not alone in my battles between light & darkness. I wish I was with people I could bond with,trust,hug and give my heart to. Without being cheated,lied to & rejected. Is there anyone out there like me on this Earth? :'(