Don't Leave Me...

When I woke up today,he was on my mind.
I worried about him.
But I'm scared to hug him or even tell him I love him as a friend because of what he'll say.
Will he stay? Or will he push me away?
My fear is bringing me to tears.
My smile isn't even here.
I cry repeatedly asking why.
Why am I so stupid?
I wanna know that I can trust him with my heart.
And that he'll see that I'm like a work of art.
That I'm beautiful inside.
And I wonder how he feels about me...I beg God,please don't leave me all alone to drown in my own tears from all the years. I want you to stay. Don't go away. I'm begging you please,don't leave me...