BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!

My Life has been disrupted by pains so unbearable

I feel so fragile now like I will break like glass

my heart was shattered all over the place

I can no longer wait for your love to be returned

and the abuse has gone on Long Enough

I deserve better

and you are

BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!

Dam if I do and Dam if I don't

never feel good enough anyway

I am a hazard to my family

and I can not change and fix things by myself

You treat me like I am your enemy

we both need to work on ourselves

I need time to breathe and not be scared

I know I do not have what you need

I am not what you want

I was not good enough so your

BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!

I have begged and pleaded

I have tried so very hard

but it takes two not just one

nothing will ever improve

I am so very tired and weary

I am sorry we both are so unhappy

Misery has become my World

but your

BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!

I do not want to end up hating you or you me

I am not quitting when I have tried for over a year

by myself

All I got for it is your anger...resentment ...and abuse

I have loved you for a very long time

I gave you every part of me

but you have shown me your

BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!

I use to believe our love was so strong and we could make it through anything that came along

I was a fool

I was wrong

In our marriage vowels we took it said in sickness and health

but when I got sick that promise went to HELL

All the vowels were broken by us both

this messed up situation took two

You went and found another

which I have forgiven you

that does not erase the pain or the hurt

you never mended me

you have never tried

I do not matter

you are the one that gave up on me

so you get back what you have given me

you are the one that has to sow what you reap

but your gonna be

BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!