I Feel

I feel...
I feel like, I'm dreaming.
I feel like, we're not really over.
I feel like, one of these days,
You're gunna call me.
Or walk right in the door.
But the days grow longer.
And I feel...
I no longer know what's real.
I've lost all sense of trust.
I've given up on hope and true love.
He's made me believe in lust.
Acceptance is prolonging,
I admit I've been struggling.
At having to bare with,
Denying the reality,
Between us both.