First Love (lesbian)

I think about it still
even though its been years
the way we were together
will always bring me to tears

I spent so much time just thinking
laying in my bed
woundering why it isnt you
it keeps playing in my head

Ive done some pretty stupid things
and your so far away
i wish we were 16 again
just living day to day

We grew up we grew apart
i wish it wasnt true
because since i was 16
ive been in love with you

The stupid thing is you dont know
and you probably never will
i wish i would have told you
i wish i could but still

we are not together
i am with someone new
so hopefully after some years
i wont think of you

To my crush......