I dont know what to say...

I don't know what to say,
you've been gone for hours.
and my mind is blank,
my soul is dying,
my heart is breaking,
and not even she can help me now.
though shes been with me for quite some time,
it seems like shes not even there.
My head is so cloudy i cant even see,
and all the screaming didn't even help,
I'm still screaming inside.
the other night i tried to get over you,
and all i got was a regular guy.
he wasn't you,
i wish he was,
but all i got was a bad kiss and taken advantage of.
he told me sweet things,
and asked me nice questions,
but in the end he was a...guy.
but who would have known that this would have happened,
i thought we would last forever,
or at least thats what you said,
all your promises you never fulfilled,
they linger in my mind,
just yesterday it seemed,
that you were there to kiss my lips,
or hold my hand,
or tell me everything was going to be OK.
but today its not OK,
i thought it might be but its not.
its just not.
maybe someday it will be.
but for today I'm here to say that,
I'm sorry if it makes you feel guilty but...
i miss you.

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