I feel burnt out empty and hollow,
some times i feel like i don't wanna live for tomorrow.
sick of all of this pain,
people need to realize that i have a heart to.
i am dying inside and i cant help it,
i would give anything to just be able to forget.
i try and try so hard to keep us alive,
but now i just wanna be able to survive.
but i cant do that until i let go him.
i wanna break free,
i wanna escape from this dungeon
but its like he is hiding the key.
Just hearing him say my name...
gives me a feeling that i cant explain.
i wanna believe everything he has to say,
but his actions lead me to believe he is putting on a play.
i wish i could understand him,
but the chances of that are slim.
at least until i can understand myself.
How can someone make me so sad but i still want them to
stay?
i wanna be honest about how i feel but i don't wanna scare him away.
i keep wondering if there is no return,
and that this was just another lesson that i needed to
learn.
i used to believe in myself,
but now i am just tired of just being put back on the shelf.
everything within me want to say...
"listen to me,
let me tell you what i mean...
because i am running out of strength,
out of heart,
and out of me.
just be honest can our hearts ever agree?"
i need to know because i don't wanna fight this war from
within anymore.
i just wanna be able to either open or close the door...
no more beating around the bush,
yourself, her, me?
no more will this be something i push...
