I never imagined my life without you especially since your gone,
reminiscing of our fun days and how you were with me all along.
i always see your picture as i lay in bed,
so many thoughts come back and memories run through my head.
i try to put a smile on,
but i know its all a lie,
because deep inside i know all i want to do is cry.
so everyday i sit there with your picture in my hand wondering why god took you trying my best to understand.
maybe if he would've known that i could have cried everyday,
he would have spared your life and given you another day.
a day to show you that i love you,
a day to show you that i care,
a day to get ready and a day to prepare.
then maybe when you left it wouldn't have hurt so bad, and losing you wouldn't have made me so sad.
even though your gone and my heart was split in two,
no one will ever replace you because I'll always love you. you leaving was just like the leaves during autumn time. One minute you were glowing beautifully, && the next you were on the ground sorrowfully.
Just like the angels in the sky,
Your heart was beautiful and flew so high.
I'll never forget that look,
The last time I ever saw you smile.
I could barely hold in the pain.
All I could think of was how you could soon be gone.
My tears were so hard to maintain.
Some say that going through pain can be a gain,
But noone will ever understand my pain.
You were a mother, a grandma and a friend And I nearly died the day it was the end.
I still sometimes will sit and listen to music,
hold the bear you got me near and cry.
I really wish I could rewind the hands of time,
To the 5th of july.
I wish I could stop time there And not let another second slip by.
The day you left ill never forget.
Ill never get the feeling I felt.
When I got that phone call And I felt all hope melt.
Ill never forget driving in the car & waiting for someone to tell me what had happened.
It will be in my heart forever and for always.
Once I discovered that the one who ment the world to me was gone.
I instantly felt everything go wrong.
The first time i went home.
I ran to grandpa And cried.
We couldn't believe that u had really died.
At your funeral I wrote u poem.
i read it especially for you for you.
Even though the poem came from the heart.
It could never compare to the start.
The start of what I have to say.
Noone who knew you, Will ever forget you, Because all u ever did was love everyone And they know that without you nothing will ever be true.
I hope you knew... How much I loved you...
