My happy tears

My Happy Tears

by Inna

Look in to my eyes tell me what u see

I know u see the smile that's what they all can see.

But do u see the pain do u see the hurt

I don't think u can because most people don't.

. Once a lil girl so happy shining smile

Dreaming to be loved cared and never hurt

Ya that's what my dreams we're for growing up to be

A loving happy family for everyone to see

Then just one mistake and everything is over

And you close your eyes wish to born allover

Yes you close your eyes try to turn the time

Try to do the rite thing to bring the happy times

To be the little girl again and smile laugh and dream

To never get this feeling that life is not for me.

So what you gonna blame me, break my heart and soul

Tell me that I'm nothing and make me wish I've never born?

Don't tell me I can't be loved be happy or be cared .

I still believe in miracles so don't crush my hopes don't even dare

Maybe this is not the life I wanted to live

Maybe this is not the way my life supposed to be?

Have u ever wounder how hard it is for me?

To look at lovely couples and wish for a loved one near.

To wake up every morning and wish for a gentle kiss.

To hear someone say I love you and kiss away the tears.

No one will ever know what's behind my smile

The pain in my eyes will always burn like fire.

All the pain I have and what I've been through

Will stay with me forever until my day is dew.

Yes I will smile and hide a away the pain

I'm use to it by now I do it everyday.

Yes I am a daughter a wife and a mom

But don't I deserve to be happy too I am a human after all.

So please don't ever judge me if u haven't lived my life

Never hurt my feelings iv been hurt enough.

So please look in to my eyes tell me what u see

I know u see a happy smile that's what they all can see.

But please try to see the pain try to see the tears

Try to understand me and understand my fears.