My little suicide note.

Me :
Docter please take my heart out.
It's ugly and mean and always hurts me.
It sits inside me pumping blood and laughing at my pain
Just come on. Rip it out already.

Doctor:
Are you crazy? You need your heart.
you will crumble up and die. Forever gone.
No one will hear from you ever.
All your loved ones will be sad and cry.

Me:
I am crazy hinch why i need my heart out.
There is no reason for me to live.
My loved ones are now dead.
Everyone is gone.

Doctor:
There has to be someone out there you know.
Someone who cares. Someone who loves you.
Your only 21
Your practly a baby.

Me:
Yes there are people but i hate them
They have the life i wish i had.
They hurt me and now i wish to hurt them,
by death i shall win.

Doctor:
Death only brings sadness and you are depressed.
Please i'll refer you to a doctor.. a special doctor.
Someone who can explain whats going on up there.
They will help you. I promise.

*** They sent her home that night, with an appointment the next day.

They waited the next day for her to show up but she had sadly killed herself. Leaving a little suicide note on the door.

I hate you. I dont forgive you. Finally i win!!! See you in hell. :)