I Can't Admit to Missing Him

On the phone with my best friend
We're arguing like always yet again
And she tells me things I don't wanna hear
Sometimes, I hold back my tears

She says I'm insanely insecure
Those words I desperately try to ignore
But the thought of him makes me upset
The memories of our "great" past I can't forget

She wants me to just let go
Talk to him again so he would know
How much I truly miss him so
But I can't let myself allow that to show

I know everyone can feel my pain
But as long as the clouds can form rain
I won't ever have the time to explain
That I love him all the same