Two birds

A situation
mind boggling,
is it always easy
to kill...
two birds
with one stone?

to kill or not to...

if I succeed
then success has a sweet taste.
sweeter than wild honey
or
my evening cup of sugared espresso.

if I fail
I'll be left with the taste of vinegar on my tongue,
a taste of bitterness
a taste of dejections.

if I kill one...
that would be as good as losing both.

simply there's no compromise
either I kill both
or
I
kill
both.