Promise Me

I opened my heart to you
And trusted you with secrets
I thought you were only
Forever and true

Then everything changed
It started slipping away
My dream and fantasy shattered like glass

You promised me to catch me if I fall
But you weren't there
Why weren't you there at all?

You took my soul in your hands
Shaking it until it was dim
Controling and shaping me to your plans
I was nothing but limp

I wanted to scream at you to stop.
But I wouldn't
I wanted to hide from you scared
But I couldn't

Nothing was real anymore
You slammed my face in the door
Leaving behind in the dark
Done with me and the fights
You said I wasn't enough
But I gave you everything

Why didn't you see?
How I felt and trusted you?

Promise me you'll think in the night
Before you close your eyes
Everything that happened to us
Promise me that "I love you" wasn't a lie
Wasn't just simple words

Because now I'm nothing but a face
Empty and numb
Trying to hide all the tears I cry

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