Who will care?..

Think about how, If you killed yourself, nobody would care Think again. If you killed yourself you'd change not only my world but everyone else world around you. That's right. everyone will see everything diffrently. Just hearing your name will burn everyones mind with memories. Listening to the raido i'll hear that song, remember that song? The one that played when you first said "I love you" to me? Everyone will look at your empty chair in school and wonder why you arent there. Do you want to be responsible for your family members sadness?, the people who love you, crying every night? for your sister and brother to lose a part of who they are? Your suicide is going to effect most deeply those who care about you most. Your best friend may break down, and just like you, their world will be dark. The pain you are in is awful, but why pass it on to hundreds of people around you? when you could try your hardest to work through it? Your family will be paranoid. Suddenly everyone will be talking about them. Do you want to be know as 'The girl who killed herself?' People you never knew will be crying when they hear what you've done. Yes, they will be affected just like your loved ones were affected. Everyone around you will stop and think "Was there something I could have done?" Suddenly the people of your world are dying with guilt. All those little hints you gave, they'll remember them. and it will torture them all the time. Your friends will think of suicide. Your closest friends are likely to go into a depression like the one that claimed your life. how will they cope, without you? this will break them, for the rest of their lifes. and lets not forget the people who will plan your funeral. Your closest friends and family picking out songs for you, photos of you. Crying all the night before, and all the day of your funeral. and all the night after. in fact, they will cry now more than you ever did. could they have saved you? Everyone will be angery with themselfs Why didn't they do something when you told them? They loved you and now it's to late. they'll be angry with you because they know, they know you could have gotten through it. then they'll be angry with themselves because they may have been able to save you if only they did something about it. and one day, one day years from now, they'll remember you. They will all still remember you. Your past teachers will still remember you, The bust driver that droped you off after school, she'll remember you, That girl who called us names, she'll remember you, all your siblings, friends, the people that you don't see, but that see you everyday, they will all remember you. and every single one of them will wonder why? but imagine your family. You are part of them. without you, something is missing. if you killed yourself then part of them dies too. They are incomplete. Every family gathering will be missing something. The photos around your house of you are suddenly all cold reminders of what you did. Who goes through your bedroom? Who calls the school to tell them one of their students has died? who tells the students? Now please before you do something terrible, just stop for a few seconds and think, "Who will care?" and your answer will be "Everyone."