My Drug

It's a gift from me to you
A shot of paradise
In a clear little phial.
Its heaven and hell mixed by an angel.
Don't touch me right now
My skin itches with pleasure.
It runs through my veins
Killing me within seconds.
Push everyone away
It's my little secret.
Don't come to close
I dont know who's who.
It clouds my mind
Where am I now?
I had a little sister
She left me behind.
But my lovely bottles
Stay with me forever.
I don't remember yesterday
Because I spent it in a haze.
I recall ashes
My future burned to nothing.
But it's all okay
My needles are still here.
All I'll ever need
Since I left my family.
Tonight when it enters my heart
My eyes will fill with tears
Cause I stopped feeling anything
When my baby sister left me.