Already Dead

Who cares that I'm hurt,
Who cares if I cry.
I've always been like this,
Unable to feel alive.

The hearts I will break,
The love I will take.
I live off of your pain,
It's the only thing that keeps me sane.

The bad inside has always been there,
I've just never wanted to share.
Being good was something I was always told,
But I couldn't hold on, I had to let go.

Letting go meant killing you,
But while you died,
The new me came through.

I looked at the world and always wondered why,
Why I'm even here suffering through this life.
Love is what I want,
It's what I want to find,
But I don't want to stay here...hurting people all the time.

My soul only gets colder,
The looks I now can't bare,
I've done everything you wanted,
Plus one life to spare.