Empty

Somewhere along the way I lost sight of myself
Consistently doing things that are bad for my health

Covering the truth with this sparkling drink
Waiting patiently for this ship to rapidly sink

Escaping reality through drugs and sleep
This mountain I'm climbing is too bumpy and steep

So many unnecessary and hurtful lies
But you can't see the truth through bloodshot eyes

The clock keeps ticking with no remorse
Wishing I would have taken an easier coarse

Sometimes I wonder if I am even alive
This numbness I feel just leaves me deprived

The feeling of pain would even suffice
Hoping that depression does not hit me twice

Not even sure what's causing this disease
It runs in my blood and will never allow me ease

These consistent thoughts are badly disrupting
I just wish to feel something other than nothing