My emotions get bottled up
they dont like it!
i push them back thinking ive overcome and defeated them. i dont know that their dissapearance is temporary
they slowly take possesion of my mind, control me
The bottle begins to slowly break
passing unnoticed, but thats what my emotions want
to be set free!
their fury would have lessend if i hadn't bottled them up at all the sadness would have passed my anger would have evaporated, but bottling them up has made them increase by tenfold.
My sadness takes possesion of me and controls me to hate myself my anger consumes my mind and makes me hate you,everyone.
I become like a demon fueled on my own sadness and anger, stuck in my own hell.
The emotions slowly lose their strength and so i bottle them up again and this happens again and again and i never learn.
