My one true friend
though you may be vile and cold...

My emotions get bottled up
they dont like it...

I poured my love and desire into you and all i got...
you hurled it at me and expected me to take it...

You say you love me but your love isn't...
a true father would love me no matter what...

Surrounded in a vortex of despair and hate
The soul starts to wither , tear , and break...

A black cloud arises in my pathetic life.
It covers the sun and  expands...

Mom i love you and im sure you do too
i talked to you when i needed it...

The darkness consumes me like an infection
taking hold of my mind...

You use me all the time
then say im useless, as u lay around and do...