Im sorry

These scars on my body I no longer hide,
Blood pours from my vains.
My sobs and cries tell me I tried,
Please Lord I am not insane.
I have had enough I want to die,
This life is nothing but pain and missery.
Life is nothing but a big lie,
Its no longer the place for me.
My body quivers and shakes,
The tears wont stop.
This is my life that I take,
I am no longer on the top.
The room is black,
Someone turned off the lights.
This is it, no turning back.
I drift away into the night,
Sorry mom I just couldn't fake it anymore.
I suffer far too long,
The pain I could no longer ignore.
So this is my last song,
Please Lord forgive me,
I know that I have sinned,
This is it I can not breath.
I drift away,
Into my sleep.
I will never see another day.