Love after life

Atmosphere as my witness,
I will always hold her tight
if she will ever allow me to .
Does she know I feel this way?
Am afraid if she ever notice,
maybe after my shadow is buried
she will wish to play with it once again
will she ever find it..?
Maybe she will be forced to dig it out.
That smile won't be there
it will be a struggle keeping off the burning tears
but afterall world gives us what of great exchange.Maybe I will be there by her side trying to make her understand it is over
Life never gave her enough chances to think again and again she will think,
she will try to hold me back
but strongly as a mist I will disappear
never to come back.
Life would have ended and nothing much to think of such pain.
Maybe I will always be a blessing to her as long as it rains.