Four months and you reappear,
Like nothing happened and we're in the clear,
Talking to me like a long lost friend,
So relieved that I'm back and it makes me cringe,
Those brown eyes once made me weak inside,
The person I thought you were once saved my life,
December came and she held your hand,
Blue eyes, blonde hair, made me feel bland,
Left in the dark with your secrets and lies,
It took me two months to revive my mind,
My heart was open and it got shot,
Now that heart is closed and close to a rock,
My soul was shaking below zero,
To think I was betrayed by my own hero,
The only thing you should save is your breath,
The person I was before faced death,
I'm angry, reckless, and so, so, cold,
I'm gone, void, lost my glow,
I'll never know love like I did before,
Shut out my feelings and locked the door,
There's no one you can come back to sway,
Inside I'm guarded like a prison gate,
This is it the end of our era,
I'm so sorry Im not your Sara.
