RIP my dear best friend i love you

When I call your name no one's there
They all just pretend to care
They say they understand
But they have no idea how you feel

I go up to see you most evenings
It's so cold in this world without you
Darkness seems to follow me around
It hits me the hardest when I'm alone

Screams and tears in the night
Never bring you back
I miss you
More that I would ever thought I would

It always the best to leave
And the hardest to forget
So lost in this big scary world alone
I hate this

Why did you have to leave?
I know you were on borrowed time
But you left me clueless
Now I'm so empty

We always used to talk about the day
You would leave
You knew it was going to happen
But I still don't believe it

These pictures and memories
Are killing me
So pain to see
I will never forget