Stupid emotions

With lies and deceptions all arouns
Even myself, i still haven't found

These stupid emotions that get in the way
I hurt you all with the things i say.

I started ,today, to open my eyes
to see that this world i covered with lies.

I wish sometimes,that i never existed
You look at me sometimes and i know you have wished it.

I have started to notice that when i talk
that people don't listen and my words they block

so tell me know ,why are amotions so great?
They hurt and bleed but they are all fake.