Feeling

I'm starting to wonder what i am
I feel emotionless,not happy nor sad.

I get the feeling that you are pretending
to be loving caring and understanding

I try to be perfect for you and all
but i feel like my future you're trying to stall.

I do what you ask,and do what I'm told
i feel like my life to you i have sold.

I set my goals up so high
i feel like a bird starting to fly.
I wanna go and see that tree
With arm-like branches opened only for me.

So i get the feeling that when im dead'
You'll be laughing sinesterly inside your head.