Words 2 Small For Our Love

As I lay here on this hard mattress at home in the state of New York.
Tonight, I'll drink my tears again.
I'll taste the salt while my heart is twisted and bent.
I lost you, you left me.
Even as a friend...

To move on to that text, "I'm Seeing Someone Else."
The words that ended it all. Just 2 small for our love.
No argument, just the sounds of tear drops on my pillow.

In my head...I'm screaming with anger, hurt, disgust, and a broken heart.
Liar!
You lied to me..
You dont wanna marry me in Hawaii, or have kids w/ me.
You want me to rott here while I breathe.
Or bleed..
2nd one seems easier most of the time.

Sleeping on days of defeat.
We said we'd never creep.
You leave...when that month comes.
My time would be up.
You don't think that would of hurted me enough?

I know I hurt you too.
Whether your heartbroken or not.
Some days more than others, I know you think of me alot.
Some days I wonder if this was all just a plot.
And I'm the one who got stuck in a love knot.

While your living your life without my phone calls.
Hitting the jack-pot, that will turn around and stop you.

One thing though.
We both know we will never be forgotten by 1-another.

The truth will always remain.
Our love just drove us too insane.
Cheat & Wonders for you, Tears & Written Diaries 4 me.

Does she love you like you love me?
Whether your looking for love or not.
The time will come soon enough.
Where I'll be the only girl your thinking of....

I love you unconditonally..
Just miss you more than ever before.