Trust issues

I'm so tired of getting hurt
I'm so tired of being used
It all makes me so confused

Why do I try
Why do I cry
Your just like
Every other guy

Lie lie lie
That's all you do
I'm so dumb
for believing you

So here I lay
On my bed
Wanting to say
I'm sorry instead

I know I was wrong
For telling your secret
But just know
I feel regret

I lost your trust
I know I did
I hope one day
You can forgive

(the mood changes near the end)