The man i once called father

Why am i the way i am
is it because of that stupid man
the one i use to call my dad
the man who left me in the sand

how can someone be this way
forget the times we've spent those days
laughing, joking all day long
i still remember when it all went wrong

i know i shouldnt feel like this
blaming myself for all i had missed
but as time goes by
i've finally realized
none of this was worth my time

the ending sucks i know, sorry