Falling

I chose to change my direction;
Just to save You from destruction;
Still You push me aside;
Even when my arms are open wide.

You say it`s not my mission;
To keep you safe every session;
You look at me like I am stranger;
When all I did was save you from danger.

You say I should clear my vision;
Sort it all out in smaller division;
You tell me to control my passion;
When I am long lost in this sea of sensation.

I am trapped here inside;
Just to feel my mind collide;
I can't even see Your image;
Just some twisted mirage.

Telling me I have lost my traits;
When you were the one who lost your saints;
Hiding behind some wall of paint;
Like I haven't seen all your taint.

You say it's just the same;
Knowing it's only thing keeping me sane;
Even after all this pain;
You think it's got no gain?

I try to keep up the fight;
Trying not to lose my only light;
But You always take me down;
And I slowly keep to drown.