Without you

I don`t quite understand the purpose;
To just go away and leave someone so close.
Yet I wait for person I`m loving;
Even if I`m still alone and sobing;

Images spinnin` round n` round endlessly;
Surroundings wrapped together senslessly;
Everything is such a mess, yet I feel to stress;
Is my heart filled with nothing but emptiness?

All whats left from myself is just a ghost;
My body keeps getting covered in crimson armour;
This painful comfort long since lost;
Returns loud like ocean's roar.

Can`t seem to get out of this hell;
Even when everyone just wishes me well;
Feels like I`m trapped with invisible chain;
Made from yearning numbness that succumbs to pain;

Always stuck in wrist deep depression;
Followed by vein deep solution;
I guess it`s time I repay you my debt;
One final action is all what`s left;