Far Away

I called you today
you barely spoke
i tried to read you
i think i choked

"i don't know what to say"
that's all i heard
so i talked about nothing
feeling absurd

you seem so distant
it's disconcerting
i'm praying for you,
honestly hurting

it hurts to hear this
disappointment in your voice
wish i could go back now
to rethink my sorry choice

you have such high standards
i don't know what to say
nobody can be perfect
but i'm trying anyway

showed my vulnerable side
even dared to cry
now you seem to hide yourself
whenever i'm nearby

i wish i could be positive
like i used to be
cause i miss your playful mood
we used to act so free

someone said to give it time
so i'll just wait here
hoping we can pass this by
please don't disappear

i miss our silly games
your expressions of surprise
i hate this lack of feeling
the coldness in your eyes

i won't give up until it's dead
this friendship is my dream
and if you wouldn't see it through
i'll just throw my heart at you!