Now and Forever

You and I were never 'the best of friends'
But I can truly say that I never thought that this is how it would end.
I wish I would've been there when you put on that noose;
To pin you down and rip it loose.
You were always so happy, I almost never even saw you frown.
Now and forever, I'm going to wish I was there to pull you down.
Slowly I've realized that losing you was my greatest fear,
And now I can only shed a tear.
I don't believe I'll ever get over you,
In fact I believe the love I feel for you is pure and true.
The blood to my heart has now run cold,
As my body now longs for you to hold.
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I think that you were amazing Andy, I don'y know why you did whatever it was you did but I hope that there really is a god so that one day we will meet again. Rest in peace you beautiful boy.