My First

What happened to forever?
You told so many lies,
I can't believe I trusted you,
I believed your fake disguise.

A false facade you carried,
While I was loving you.
I guess my love wasn't quite enough,
You beat me til my heart turned black and blue.

You were my first, for everything,
In my mind, I could trust you,
But you cheating on me,
Was something I'd suspect you'd never do.

Now I'm hurt, lost and sad,
You were my first for everything,
I gave you all I had.