The First Pain

Sour is the taste today..
Blood is the color,
Death is not fake today..
Killing with painless swords,
Irony is the game today..
Filthy creepy nightmares,
Crushing ma pain,
Flushing ma life away,
I'm wearing these scars,
They've became my skin,
Identity of this wrecked life,
Broken & burnt to ashes..
Filling my mind with total numbness.
Soul has faded..away like smoke
Smile is the worst pain today,
Torture for my soul & cut for my vein today..
Winning this lie,
I'm losing myself
& losing my faith
Faith in my existence
Faith in my true self..
Death without the sleeping part
Alone in the darkest night
Scared of the crowd.. I'm scared of my name today..
Afraid to live & Much easier to quit
Search has ended
With no results!