Go Away

I feel like its a nightmare,
A dream you cant escape,
Its something that you live with for the rest of your days,
Have you ever felt that way ?
A feeling you cant up hold,
You body is on ice,
And you heart is soo cold,
I feel like I'm the only one,
Who endures this much pain,
Its like looking at the sun,
You just cant look away,
Its part of your past,
But to you its like your future,
You think its gone forever,
You cant leave cus its something you live for <3