I Guess This Is Goodbye

It seems silly to leave like this. nothing but a note to tell you goodbye. But honestly what I'm doing much more complicated than any word could explain. I was trying to find the way to tell you trouble was on the way. That I was no longer the happy person I used to be but every time I tried the words never came out right. I'm sorry for being so selfish leaving everything behind. I really did love you it was life I hated but yet you're the one that suffers. It hurts to know the pain your feeling. you don't deserve this. I know I can't write anything that can make you feel better but I do want you to know I'm happier now 
That may bring little relief but I guess the only thing I can say is goodbye and I love you.

(For families who have lost someone through suicide)